Weekends over and Monday comes again. Today i wore bright yellow and hot pink to work. weird combination i know hahaha but i'm just so lazy to choose what to wear every early morning. Tomorrow my boss will be back and i can't facebook and blog and ebuddy-chatty-chat that much already. okay, I'm not even supposed to, but then i'm just feeling lazy lately and wanna do nothing, other than eating. Always saying i wanna start my healthy diet the next day but tomorrow never comes hohoho..
Sometimes, i feel like i'm not ready for adulthood. It seems like you gotta have buckets full of responsibilites to take care of and the burden of carrying it. I'm gonna have my law test this Saturday, I don't even feel like driving YET. I like to sleep in car, do my make ups in car, and just do nothing. Yesterday i had a dream, it was so real.. seriously real. The feelings was heartfelt and everything was just so familiar . . back to the past. Now i barely care bout "it" because i just wanna stay neutral. after you've tasted betrayals, disappointments and all sort of nonsense, won't you just wanna lay back and feel nothing. NOTHING is a good. so stay out of it and put your focus on other areas which have better worth of your time. There's so much more to life than Love. I'm crapping actually lol
